I have been considering about resignation.
I am so done with empty promises. When all the hopes i have through out this whole year came crashing down, it brings such an impact on me. When all these endurance and attempts resulted in nothing but plain disappointment, i am really done with it. No matter how many times i tried to reaasure myself that i have already done my best, i couldn't escape feeling so tired and frustrated. It is such an important matter for me and i have been waiting for it for a whole year. And now, it comes to nothingness. It is really really dissapointing.
I don't even know whats the best now. Life is too short to be wasted. I need courage.